Dual Emotions

When shopping today at the Jewel, I was overcome with both sadness and happiness. I passed two old queens as they discussed tortilla chips. I thought to myself, "That's Chris and I someday." So I was happy to think I'll have Chris by my side in 20 years. On the flip side, it made me sad to think I'll be that old down the road - turning NO heads in the process. Yes, it's better than the alternative, but I'll quickly admit it's nice to pull attention once in a while.